Just trying to get my head wrapped around my life such as it is.
Yesterday I turned 62, I really thought life at would be different for me than it is right now, not trying to beat a dead horse, but I grow weary of the constant pain, not feeling good, and generally feeling older than my 62 years.
Is it too much to ask for a more “normal” life?
I want to work again, be the main breadwinner in our family, feel respected more as a businessman again.
I know that even though no one says it too my face, that is what they are thinking, he is lazy and living off the government, that wasn’t in my plans, I truly wanted more in my life than this.
I am getting so tired of this, I wish there more I could do to change it. Maybe there is and I just haven’t discovered the key to fixing it.
Life goes on,and so will I, such as it is.
As always Rusty Loves you, peace, love, happiness,and positive vibes!