Well, I am doing everything to stay positive, but to no avail. I am now starting my sixth month of unemployment, not good at all, things need to change, why won’t anyone hire me?
I am always hoping for the bight side to come up, so I can understand why this is happening and what I am supposed to learn from this… but that is not happening.
I have always overcome adversity in my life in the past, but this is really getting the best of me.
If things do not change I could lose everything I have worked so hard for, and be starting my life all over again, I am too old for this shit!!!
Thanks to my soon to be ex son in law, I had to miss spending Halloween with my grandkids, and that is so wrong, that deadbeat asshole enjoyed them and I could not, what is wrong with this picture?
Well enough complaining for now, I need to pick up my bootstraps and get prepared to move on.
I will always try harder to look a the positive side to all this, if there is a positive side.
I love my wife and family and that is what really counts.
My Dad is in the hospital and had to have surgery for a tumor in his bowels we are still waiting on the pathology reports, he has been very positive through all this which really helps.
My oldest sister is in the hospital, she is getting a blood transfusion after having a 4 hour nose bleed, she has Telangiectasia, this affliction has been inherited, isn’t wonderful what our family heredity sometimes does to us.
Well time to go and see what else I can do to change things for me.
As always Rusty Loves you!!!!!!